Welcoming the new year

2011 was different than I expected. More challenging than I remember asking for. But it was really, truly a good year.
I pushed through a pretty difficult season of anxiety and depression and for once, dug deeper into the whys and hows of what I was going through, and also for once, opted to make some big changes for the better. Days are certainly not always perfect, but just overall so much more positive.
I started a new job and have been challenged in so many ways through the new role I have been...awarded? Thrust upon? It has been a huge learning curve for me in that respect, but it has been very good experience for any future job I might have.
I have learned many things about myself that I couldn't quite name or pinpoint at this time last year - and this whole "figuring myself out" thing is actually much more...helpful...than I thought it would be. I went to a Women of Faith conference in October not knowing exactly what I'd be getting out of it - but walked away with a head full of things I needed (and surprised me) to hear. My stretch of counseling was also extremely significant in this area too, and this is something I want to get back into.
I found some creative outlets that although I am just starting, I am really enjoying.
I am dreaming again! Praise God.

And as for 2012. We are heading into some big life changes again. We are potentially looking to be moving across the country, which means house hunting, job hunting, and all the other big time adjustments that come with packing up your life. There also may be plans to continue growing our little family, but don't get too hung up on that one! I go between being anxious one day and excited the next. I am craving something new, I am craving being near my family again, but at the same time hesitant to restart everything. Some days I long to put down roots. Other days I can't imagine settling down at this point in our lives. But I am getting so much better at trusting God with the big picture.

So - welcome, 2012! I have no expectations from you. But please, please try to be kind.

New Years Eve/26th birthday - getting treated with breakfast made for me, and Cupcake Wars while we ate.

Chris Tomlin tickets!

On our way to the Jets game with the Friesens.

Still happy - even after getting beer dumped down my back by the rowdies behind us.

A fireworks display out in the country afterwards fit to rival Benson and Hedges.

Not on New Years Eve, but I love it! Also a good reminder why 2012 will be great, no matter what.